just be

This feeling, overwhelmed by mistrust,
lies and secrets.

It’s killing me

To be taken for a fool
and then have the tables turned, as if I were the one to blame!

Over and over again

Should I walk away or look the other way?
Should I love or hate?
Forgive or swallow it?

Where is my home?
Is it here, or am I my only home, all on my own?

How can I let myself go?
How can I just be? How can I let go?

Never think again.
Never brood again.
Just be.

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