what remains

so I saw you there with your eyes closed
singing along to a song
and for some reason was completely captivated by you

something inside me made me forget
my usual shyness and fear
and couldn't help to say something

what followed was partly like a veil in front of me
Immersed in a different world
a deep intimacy, diving away in this one wave
knowing that nothing could happen

all that remains is the memory
your touch on my soul
these feelings I can't really sort
yet warming and full of pain

but all that remains is this loneliness